Thursday, March 01, 2018

pmEZ (postmodern End Zone)

OK, and good morning to you. Firstly I will apologise (again) for the length of this FB. I know, your time is precious . . so is mine.
And I really have tried to be snappy and fine-tuned this time, but when you are drawing together all the threads it is really hard.

Anyway, I've been stuck on anything to write for FB for a few weeks and (I know I am rather late to the table) I seem to have come to the conclusion that photography, my photography, everybody's photography has little meaning in this world.
Everything is running at such a pace.
Visual stimulation overwhelms.
We're saturated in a tidal surge of imagery.
To put it bluntly (and you'd better make sure your Mum isn't in earshot):

What The Fuck Is The Point?

At one time, not that long ago, you'd think to yourself, hmmm, I quite enjoy using Dad's Instamatic/Braun/Cheap 35mm Compact et al. 
You'd maybe speak to someone about it and if you were lucky (and that driven) you'd have a nice camera shop nearby; the recipient of your hot breath and nose-grease as you admired all those wonderful looking machines stacked in the window. 
Maybe some friend of your parents' would say "Look, I know a bit about it" and would help you out with choices gleaned from those well-thumbed, creased corners of Amateur Photographer. 
You'd save your money and go to sleep thinking about, how, if you were lucky, you could afford that Praktika, or K1000, or OM10 or Nikkormat. Your savings were concentrated and your scrimping meant that one day, say on a nice bright Saturday, you could prep yourself, head down to that camera shop and ask (a bit hesitantly) whether it would be possible for you to have a look at your machine of choice.
Of course, the assistant would smell the hot breath and sweat of passion coming off you like a bulb of hot garlic in a blackened room, he'd recognise that feeling, recognise the sweat in your palms as a Nikkormat was handed over.
If the shop was nice and concerned about the sale (and had its own D&P service) they'd let you have a roll of 12 or 24 exposure film and try the camera out!
Of course, they didn't need to tell you how to use it because you knew
But OH, the tactility of that feeling; the solid weight of your first 'proper' camera, the lovely smooth and firm action of a new focus helicoid, and the wonderful light click of an aperture ring. The solid thwack of a mirror returning.
Sheer joy!
The beauty of how the whole world turned from just somethng you looked at, to something that concentrated the vision; every movement of your head (as that camera was pressed to your eye [and the viewfinder cleared after being misted by your hot brow]) turned that world, rendered by a standard 50mm lens, into a work of art.
Every new view a place of contemplation and promise.
It was wonderful.
It was a defining moment.
You went back in, the film was processed, but you knew really that what you had been holding in your hands was now yours.
You'd felt that symbiotic relationship between it and you the moment you held it.
This was it!
Man and machine united in a common goal, and in the back of your mind, there was the possibility that maybe one day, you could be lucky enough to hold that world-changing, mind expanding chunk of metal and glass and sheer human ingenuity, to your eye all the time.
That my friends, and I'm sure you'll recognise yourselves in there, was what it was like.

When I started Art College in 1980, we were lucky. We still had the grant system, and not only that, as an Art Student, you were also given an additional grant of around £120 to spend on equipment. I spent mine quickly, on a nice little Olympus OM10, simply because my brother had always used an OM1. 
My friend Russel spent his on a Pentax K1000 and I think, in hindsight, that was the wiser choice; you simply had to learn the basics of exposure in using one, whereas I with my ultra-modern, new-fangled Auto machine, had to learn what I could and couldn't do by watching the LEDs.
I acquired a Manual Adaptor later and that helped, but it is another story . . .
One chap called Robin in our Graphics class had a really nice Nikkormat - I was jealous as hell of that camera - it was solid, black and totally professional looking
I did love my OM10 though - it was a constant and reliable companion. But again, isn't hindsight a fantastic thing, with £100 at that time (the cost of on OM10, 50mm f1.8 Zuiko and case) I could have bought something nice and secondhand that would have given me a greater picture making experience . . never mind, so it goes.

No matter the choices, there's one thing the hot blood of passion can do and that is to instill a love of something that can last a whole life long.
I spent a large chunk of last weekend looking at film cameras on ebay - it was exciting and it also proved that far from being dead, film photography is very much alive and kicking - maybe more-so than it has been in years.
And why?
Well, to me, because as a process it gives your passion savour.
Like a healthy dose of salt in a bland dish, it kickstarts the juices.
Each piece of film is a finite entity.
You can tinker a bit, but if you are taking this seriously, what you want is an end result, preferably printed in a proper darkroom on proper paper.
It is your little slice of eternity:

"I made this!"

Which makes it all the sadder, that all your efforts are for nought.
I know that is quite a damning statement, but let me qualify myself.
Somehow, somewhere along the lines, a quietly brazen insidiousness has crept in.
Everything in our wonderful modern times is oh, I dunno, a piece of piss.
Look, I can publish my thoughts in a snap, for a world of a million readers!
It is easy, and in the same way, a billion people can document the endless inanities of life in 'photographs' and publish that to a world of a billion viewers just like that.
Notice I have used inverted commas around the word, because they might well be slices of time, they might also well be documents, but are they valid? Do they hold any importance for anyone other than the taker? Are they just meaningless wallpaper, to be thumbed away for the next hundred million?
See what I mean?
You, oh trad-photographer, have pursued a passion, a hot sweat of lust and possibility; you've spent time - so much time, so that you can try and distill yourself into that one variation of approximately anywhere between 1 second and 1/2000th of a second.

You've sliced time and made it permanent!

Isn't that an incredible thought?
Because you found something interesting, you invested yourself in one image
Maybe because you thought that image made a point; maybe you just simply thought it looked good in the viewfinder; maybe you were documenting something from your life that meant something to you; whatever your reason for taking that photograph it is a little part of you.
At one time that might have meant something, but I fear that something has gone.
We've been washed away.
Even the slight hold we had on the world of visual arts up to say 5 years ago, has been vanquished.
I hate to turn this into an Us and Them thing, but it really is like that.
As soon as the world could turn that thing they saw into something shared with a million people, our battle was lost.
I'm sure some people will chime in and say this democratisation of visual stimuli is a good thing - surely the world needs the truth and what is photography anything less than the truth or a truth?
Yes, you are right, I agree with you, but you see, maybe stupidly, I take this personally.
My truth was something I had come at from years of looking at things, sifting through the chaff, trying to find my truth and present it in a form that someone else might find interesting.
Maybe they did, maybe they didn't.
All I know is that, that thing, the thing I loved doing, has about as much meaning these days as a fleeting thought in the mind of a madman.

To put it another way, remember way back - about 40 years ago, when, you were quite often forced to sit through slide shows in other people's houses - the ephemera of their lives projected onto a screen; drinks passed round; laughter:

"Look at . . "

"Hah! you didn't do you?!"

You know the sort of thing, some of it was good, a little bit of it was very very good, but most of it was terrible and more imporetantly, of little interest. It showed nothing new that you didn't already know from your own life.
Fact is, it could often be DULL.
Well, nowadays, take that cosy 1970's living room with its Swirly Carpet, Rounded Collars, Party Susans and Arctic Roll and magnify it by 800,000,000 (average number of active Instagram users per month) and then tell me that the image has any meaning any more.

Weird weather? Nope - meaningless
War? Nope - meaningless.
Fun? Nope - meaningless.
Nature? Nope - meaningless.
Political Unrest? Nope - meaningless.
Social Problems? Nope - meaningless.
Change? Nope - meaningless.
Empowerment? Nope - meaningless.
Beauty? Nope - meaningless.

Every single thing that could, at some point in the not too distant past, have made your turn on your heel and say
"Well I never!" 
no longer exists with any meaning, simply because the power of the image has become so diluted by the vast numbers of posts as to make it a thing requiring no thought, no attention and making it almost more commonplace than the air we breath.
It sounds utterly desolute when put like that doesn't it?
It does, because I think it is.

Speaking for myself, I would snap and print away thinking at the back of my mind, maybe someone, somewhere will look at this image of a tree or a weird shadow and go "Gosh!" but that has passed, simply because they have seen it all before.
Everything.
I look through the BJP, through the photo mags, through online stuff, and it is becoming increasingly rare for me to stop and look at something twice, simply because the same subject matter has been explored from every angle a billion times already.
My visual taste has been numbed.
The image is meaningless.
It won't become any more meaningless because it IS already!

So where does that leave you and me?
Well, rather than holding up our hands, selling everything and joining a retreat, I think we have a responsibility.
A HUGE responsibility.

And what might that be Sheepy, you pontificating B'Tard?

OK, want to know? Well, it's this:





Yep - in the words of the immortal Robert Crumb, a message from the past, of hippy hope in the face of adversity. Keep your pecker up. Stick it to THE MAN . . .

Keep On Truckin'

You've got to.
There is no choice.
In much the same way monasteries throughout Europe kept the papyrus and parchment of a more learned time safe(ish) for the future during the Dark Ages, then we, as image makers of 'Permanence', as custodians of  'The Legacy' are going to have to do the same.

Now I know that sounds like a load of old shite, and I fully get where you are coming from, but you see the moment your images are digitised, there is no longer any certainty.
Everything I am writing here is unsafe.
Everything you upload to Clouds,  Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Whatsapp, anything that is stored digitally is not permanent. It might appear to be, after all you trust these big corporations don't you?
Of course you do.
And free(ish) too!!
Amazing!!!
That is very good of them.
But hacking occurs.
If you really want to frighten yourself about data security in the modern age, I urge you to read and subscribe to Krebs On Security.
Yes you can back them up your data to the nth degree (really, can you really really really be bothered doing that again and again, and like Neil's Lucky Gonk, maybe you should employ another Hard Drive just in case the first one fails . . ).
You can print all your images and archive your memory cards.
Good point and fairy snuff - well done that man!.
But the thing is, the majority of recorded human engaged activity these days isn't backed up, it's in the cloud with all the billions of others.
I used to think Solar Activity and EMPs would be the downfall of society, but these days I think that could be largely mitigated . . no, I think of far more worry is the ease with which data can be held to ransom or simply cease to exist at a whim.
Your photos are amongst that data.
I genuinly believe that renders it in danger - maybe not imminent, but all the same, you just don't know.
It is the same with negatives too I suppose and prints - one whim, a billion silverfish, fire, naughty child, poof, they're gone, but, they still stand more of a chance I believe.

Anyway, all this chit-chat is a mere fireside drunken rant aside to the main theme.
I know this seems like a total shoe-horn, but I thought I'd provide a bit of juxtaposition here and show the two extremes of PMEZ photography.
I came across a series of articles on the BBC and Mashable sites and thought I would show a bit of them.
So, first up, the dreaded selfie, technique invented (well sort of) by me and t'missus way way back:


A recent study suggested an obsession with selfies is a genuine condition, called Selfitis.
An urge to take selfies and upload them on social media more than six times a day is chronic selfitis, according to researchers at the Nottingham Trent University and the Thiagarajar School of Management in India.
And Junaid admits his selfie urges can cause friction with loved ones.
"They're like 'can't you go to a meal and not take a picture?'
"And I'm like 'no, I didn't get ready for three hours for no reason'. Why would I not take a picture?"
Junaid says negative comments under his pictures no longer affect him like they used to - but admits to having work done on his face because of the pressure he feels to look a certain way.
"Years ago I never used to look like this. I used to be quite natural. But I just think with the obsession with social media... I want to upgrade myself now.
"I've had my teeth veneered, chin filler, cheek filler, jawline filler, lip filler, botox under the eyes and on the head, tattooed eyebrows and fat freezing."
Junaid, from Essex, says he realises how negative social media can be, but that he doesn't take it too seriously.
"What you see on social media is not the truth," he says.


"Social media is fun using it in the right way. But don't let it affect your life purely because you aspire to be what someone else on Instagram is being... it's just not worth it."







Only 61% percent of social media users believe the selfies they share are an accurate reflection of who they really are.
A new report from Ofcom, which surveyed 1,000 people across the UK, revealed the truth behind our selfie habits.
Almost half admitted editing them before posting and 27% say their photos online make their life look more exciting.
23-year-old Saffana Khan says this is true of her "Insta-life".
"I try to be really fun on Instagram. I try to be 'that' pretty girl - as pathetic as it sounds," Saffana tells Newsbeat.
"I try to seem interesting, probably more interesting than I actually am."
The results of the survey showed that for every selfie shared online, the user would take six photos.
But Saffana can take many more and spend long periods of time taking the perfect photo to post on Instagram.
"I might sit and take photos for 20 minutes, playing around with my phone to get the right angle and the right light to make my features look a certain way," she says.
"I'm not what I look like on social media."

Saffana has 400 followers on Instagram and says she spends an hour a day using the app.
The Ofcom report claims 29% of people spend one to two minutes editing their photos before posting online, but Saffana admits she can spend up to five minutes on hers.
Sometimes, she will filter the photo on Snapchat first and if it doesn't get enough likes, it gets deleted.
"If a photo only has 50 likes I'll wait a couple of days and if it turns out I hate that photo of myself and I don't have enough likes, I'll delete it," she says, adding that she'll check back every seven minutes to see how many likes a photo has.
"60 likes is a definite keeper."

Saffana is a keen gym goer and follows lots of fitness models on Instagram.
A recent study revealed that Instagram was also the social media most likely to have a negative effect on users' mental health.
As a user who spends an above-average amount of time on the app, Saffana understands how this happens.
"Only recently have I got it into my head that I won't necessarily look like the people I follow but that's OK," she says.
"Even now I still struggle with that because it's such a reminder that I don't look this way regardless of the filters and how I can edit my pictures."










Hmmm - lovely and truly informing eh, but I suppose no different to the selfies I took of myself back in the 1970's with a polaroid camera, simply because I could . . but then I've only got a few of those, not 1000's. AND, they're still hanging around like a fart in a lift.
Try saying that of your Instagram selfie in 40 years time!

Next up, the positive side of Instagram.
The Mashable article is a few years old now, but all the same - you can read the full thing here




Instagram has transformed smartphone users into a legion of amateur photographers, handhelds forever at the ready. At its best, the photo-sharing platform captures the transcendental moments of the human experience (the Perseid meteor shower; a sunset over the Manhattan skyline). At its worst, utterly delightful banality (your pancake breakfast).
Critics have condemned "the Instagram effect" as a detriment to the immense care and skill that photography demands. Some argue its easy cropping and preset filters offer an oversimplified view of the craft. But Instagram is continuing to expand, and the pros have adapted to the platform with haste and grace.

"Photojournalism has become a hybrid enterprise of amateurs and professionals, along with surveillance cameras, Google Street Views and other sources," photojournalist Fred Ritchin told Mother Jones earlier this year. "What is underrepresented are those 'metaphotographers' who can make sense of the billions of images being made, and can provide context and authenticate them."


The 14 journalists on our list are using Instagram to take photos with as much sensitivity to context, composition and texture as they would behind a traditional lens. The result is a colorful glimpse into foreign cultures and crystallized moments of pain and joy.








David Guttenfelder, an Associated Press photographer and seven-time World Press Photo award winner, was just named TIME's Instagram photographer of the year. In 2013, on assignment for the AP, Guttenfelder traveled to North Korea, where his Instagram photography offered a rare glimpse into the inner life of a nation normally obscured from public view. He has also photographed the aftermath of Typhoon Haiyan in the Philippines as well as quaint pastoral scenes from rural America.
In this photograph, Guttenfelder captures a group of North Korean seamstresses at the Sonbong Textile Factory inside the Rason Special Economic Zone. "Nobody knows anything about [North Korea] and what it looks like," Guttenfelder told TIME of his tenure. "I feel like there's a big opportunity and a big responsibility."







Ed Kashi is a photojournalist, filmmaker and lecturer who has recently been embedded in the Middle East while documenting the ongoing conflict in Syria. His Instagram portraits capture the daily life of Syrian refugees, with a particular focus on the children who have been displaced by the conflict. Another set of recent photographs, taken in New Jersey, offer a "then and now" look at the damage caused by Hurricane Sandy and the state's recovery.
In this photograph, Syrian children play at the Domiz refugee camp in Northern Iraq.


So, yes, positivity can reign and draw our eye to parts of the world and goings on we could never imagine, but the thing is, unless you physically stumble across these gems, or they are recommended or read about, then what hope have you of finding them in a vast galaxy of so-so-ness?
A crap filter would be a great thing, but it doesn't exist.
The ephemeral nature of digital capture (40 billion thumb swipes a day) means that you might really want to change things with your photos of the truth, but in reality there's not a whole lot you can do unless you are really really lucky. It's Warzones vs. Botox; Injustice vs. Narcissm, Truth vs. Altered Reality.
Do you really stand a chance?

Anyway, I'll leave my final bit in the hands of the American photographer Lewis Wickes Hine, a man, who, though his photographs, did change the world.
And the photos still exist over 100 years later.

"When he became photographer to the National Child Labour Committee in 1908, he set out to capture scenes in factories, mills and workshops that would later be used as evidence to clamp down on child exploitation. He was so hated by the factory and mill owners employing children that he would often have to go about his work in disguise, for fear of his own safety. He was threatened on numerous occasions.


As a result of his photographs, child labour laws in the United States were revolutionised."



Artificial flowers, New York, 1912.




Pennsylvania coal breakers, [Breaker Boys], 1912.


The full article can be read here

I don't know about you - I haven't written this to be provocative, just to make you think a bit about your image making and why, really, you should still be (or even starting to) using film and printing it.
OK - I know it can be a faff, I know it is expensive and I also know that for a large number of people it isn't possible.
But just something physical then . .
How about that?
It isn't hard . . print some of those billions of digital photos you have, get your phone down to a supermarket booth and print those selfies, just do something that means it is out there.
It's a little bit of you for the future, even if it does only end up as a scrap of soggy photo paper adhering to the edge of a skip! 
Just fecking do it.

I suppose, that, the Fuck, is THE POINT.

There. Over and out . . .
Phew . . . How do you feel now?
You can comment at the bottom you know.

TTFN, and remember, Nuts, Whole Hazelnuts. URGH! Cadburys Take Them And They Cover Them With Chocolate.



























Saturday, January 20, 2018

Long Range Weather Forecast

Morning Chunderers . . well, as you well know, a New Ear is upon us and I don't know about you, but I fancy a pint.
Sorry, did I say PINT? I meant PRINT!
 
Yes, at last, like coughing up a fur-ball of creative inactivity I finally got back into the darkroom, got out some proper fibre paper and had a damn good printing session.
It lasted a few hours and I filled my Paterson print washer to capacity so could do no more, but I believe I was satisfied.
Now you're probably rubbing your noggins and wondering why I am speaking like this when I have already published a piece on printing in 2018 - well, I had two days worth of printing before the enlarger bulb holder went.
Sequence In Dream Minor was completed on Day Two, but this lot were done on Day One and I'd already started writing this if you know what I mean.
No Time Machine involved, well, at least not yet.

Anyway, onwards - the papers I used were some wonderful and terribly ancient Agfa MCC multigrade and some even more wonderfuller and possibly even more terribly ancienter Ilford Galerie - Grade 2.

The negatives were some I'd made back in September 2017 and had been desperate to print . . however despite my desperation I didn't go mad and print the lot in one go, no, I just (argh!) burned a few sheets of irreplaceable Agfa to see what I could do. 
Tantamount to 'coming out' at a Rugby Players' Stag-Do I know, but you know what, Multigrades don't last forever and I've still got about 25 sheets left, so stick that in your pipe and smoke it.
Initially the results were, erm, shite.
Too dark and way too much contrast, but I'll come to that later.
It just felt sooooo good to get back into the slow rhythm of darkroom work.
It is a tiny space is my darkroom, and I have to kneel to print (could be construed as praying to the Gods of Silver Gelatin), but, like a well-designed kitchen (you've heard of the kitchen triangle haven't you?) it is incredibly easy to find your way around and get on with some action, so kneeling on bare flagstones is fine actually.

But first let us rewind.

I thort you sed there wos no Time Machine involved Sheepy?

Yes I know, but, well, excuse me . . .

Some background - this particular photographic adventure occurred back in September 2017 - oh it was fun, in fact it was cracking fun (with extra crack).
It was so much so, that I decided to utilise the ubiquitous PiePhone (Sausage and Bean Mk. 4 if you are wondering) and make some vijos.













The films were TMX 100 (expired 09/2015) EI 50 and Ilford  FP4+ (fresh) EI 80 and I shot them both over the space of about 2 hours, where (again) I easily slipped into The Zone.
It was an incredible experience where time and everything else moved quietly aside and I found myself immersed in the easy rhythm of looking at the land, the setting of my tripod, meter reading, focus, composition and the wonderful, light thunk of the Hasselblad mirror-lock-up being activated and the inspiring whirr of the shutter capturing something special.
I hope the results bring that across to you.

I remember Ralph Gibson saying that he often willed the light to produce something special and when he was processing the film he did the same with the chemicals. You're probably thinking "BOLLOCKS!" but I dunno, sometimes, certain things need that sort of thinking.

When I was younger and more foolish I remember standing outside camera shops and looking at Bronica SQ's and thinking if only I had one of those I could channel all this feeling I have for landscape into reality . . . but alas it was not to be and I probably spent any money I saved on a guitar (!) . . . that's why the Hasselblad has been such a revelation to me.
Setting it atop a good tripod, confidently choosing your f-stop and time; composing and locking up the mirror 'til you decide to trip the cable release, is my old self come alive.
I can feel that naive 20-odd year old (OK, he looks a little strange, half buried in mud, in his drainpipes and Dunlop Green Flash) standing beside me punching the air and knowing somehow that light and time are translating.

Translating?

Yes!

I, through the medium of photography (my camera, film, chemicals and paper) am translating some deep currents of atmosphere from the Scottish countryside into something that (hopefully!) has meaning to all men.
Does that sound like shite?
Probably, but like I said last time, if some of the guff that passes for (f)Art these days passes for ART, then my shite is as valid as the next mans.
Possibly more so?
Well, without getting too far ahead of myself, I put EVERYTHING I have into making photographs (and writing too) - it's a creative urge that isn't funded by Arts Council grants . . . like most of you, I do this for the love of it and spend my hard-earned ackers on materials and tools.
I go to © The Red Shed and make prints. I wheel them out onto this blog and they are exposed to the world to ignore.
That's fine by me.  
I do it first and foremost, for me, but if anyone else likes them, then I truly appreciate it.
It's the creative process and the translation (that are part and parcel of the craft of photography and printing) that are important.
That's what I love.


Anyway, first up was a negative, that, though OK, looked heavily underexposed.
Yes, caution pays in such choices, but I love the feel of the photograph so thought I would have a crack at it.
So, a quick test strip of Agfa at Grade 4 (100M).
Why 4?
Well, it is really old paper and, like a lot of MC paper, I feel age can impart a certain dullness to things; last time I used it it was all on Grade 3 to give me what I needed and seeing as I haven't properly fibre printed in over a year and a half (!!!! - don't worry, I gave myself a good kicking when I realised that) I thought its age would show even more . . so, the Agfa then, and on Grade 4 (100 M in Kodak units).





Hmmm - like a black cat in a coal cellar, wrong choice, however, would I listen to the voice of reason? NOOOO, of course not, so blindly stumbling on, and first print produced.
Some background though:

Enlarger - DeVere 504
Lens - Vivitar 105mm
Easel - Knackered and Beardy
Developer  - Liquid Kodak Dektol, also known as Kodak Polymax
Stop - Kodak
Fix - Ilford

And here's the print - almost invisible, though the harder grade has produced some nice highlighty bits.
Yes, it is dark Jim, but not dark as we know it . . . I wanted to keep the very sombre mood




Agfa MCC - Grade 4


I shrugged my shoulders, made an executive decision, punched myself in the face, and switched to Grade 3.
Sadly I didn't change the time of the exposure, but that's the sort of stupid mistake you can make when you aren't doing this all the time. It is very easily done, and that is partly why I am including the blunders, you can only learn from mistakes.



Agfa MCC - Grade 3



So I made another executive decision, knee-capping myself in the process and did less time and some wafting of hands to bring the banks to life a bit.




Hand-Wafted Agfa MCC - Grade 3
(with brussel sprout)



But it was still too dark! Not only that, but some lovely staining occurred on the paper (and no, I haven't dropped a leftover Christmas Brussel on the print).
So, with some blue air occurring, I ditched the Agfa, made another executive decision, and switched to Galerie Grade 2.




Super-Ancient Ilford Galerie - Grade 2



Now obviously this is ridiculously lightly printed, but it does reveal everything hidden under cover of darkness in the Agfa ones, so from there I made what I think to be the correct judgement of exposure, balancing detail and sombreness. 
The final print is in the big prints bit at the bottom.
Anyway, I became bored with that negative, so wanted to try something else - this being one of my Sonnar photos. 
I took a stab at guessing exposure too and this is what came out:



Super-Ancient Ilford Galerie - Grade 2



I was a tad too light, but I could live with it. 
There's a little-known darkroom trick I utilised on this: if you are printing away and are pretty much at fruition but the blacks just aren't quite there, try squeezing a small amount of neat developer into the tray and agititating a little faster than you normally would just to disperse it. It can squeeze the maximum blacks out of your paper without overly affecting contrast - it is subtle, but it does seem to work, especially if you are working in a cold darkroom with trays at room temperature (like me). 
I saw Joe McKenzie use this technique, and he would then go on to selenium tone too, thus adding just a tad more richness to the blacks. 
Interesting stuff (well, I think so)!

Anyway, here's my finished prints (sadly not finished pints).
The one thing that is really obvious from them is how unlike each other the 60mm Distagon and 150mm Sonnar are. . 
The Distagon is the all-seeing eye - it is as accurate as can be (apart from some slight distortion of things at the very edges of a frame) and produces an incredible mix of cold hard fact and pleasing tones. 
The Sonnar on the other hand is like a night in a boutique hotel with all the trimmings if you get my drift - it is gloriously romantic in its view of the world, rendering anything not in focus into a wonderful mash of soft beauty. It is easy to see why it is probably the world's most popular portrait design. 
I have another Sonnar-based lens - the Nikkor 105mm, but that is very different to this, so maybe there's some Zeiss magic going on.
And to this I will add the fact that I know I am incredibly lucky to own these two optical works of art - believe me it was a very long struggle to get here.

Anyway, I hope you like the prints (and the free pints too) - in hindsight maybe I should have printed Number Two lighter, but it was incredibly dark (in spite of what the videos above show) and especially (with the overhanging trees) very sombre. 
One and Four could have done with a tad of burning on the sunlit (!) patches and Three, well I could do no more with the sunny bits (but check out the Rowan leaves in silhouette!) but that aside (and you may not get it from the scans) the actual prints reveal great detail and are pleasing when looked at in a 'physical' dimension as it were.
So if you want to come round for a cup of tea and to have a look at them, let me know and I'll see what I can do . . .




Railway Cutting 1




Railway Cutting 2




Railway Cutting 3




Railway Cutting 4




And that's about it really. 
I rather like the last Sonnar one best of all. 
My eye keeps wandering around it and not settling on anything - it looks a mess, but then I see that soft Sonnar out-of-focus bit reflected in the water, all becomes right with the world in a way I can't put my finger on.
Dare I ask it, but is there an air of John Blakemore about it?
I dunno - possibly is all I'll say. But surely that can only be a good thing.
John is a photographic hero of mine and a master printmaker to boot, so I am aspiring to good things.
That can't be bad, can it?

The one thing that stands above even the results though, was my chance to totally immerse myself in the photo-making experience. 
Just to be swallowed whole by the light and the setting for a couple of hours (which might have seemed like 10 minutes or 10 days had I been thinking about it) was an unforgettable experience. 
It almost seems other-wordly in hindsight; my spirit took flight; my brain got out of the way and just let me be. 
The weird (and just remembered) thing is, that I don't think I made conscious choices of where to plonk the tripod, what to point the lens at and so on - I just went where the light and the land dictated. Whether this was all part of some inner-voice saying:
 "Cooo - would you have a look at that missus!" 
Or (and infinitely more appeasing to my normal frame of mind) was it the land itself and the mysterious machinations of trees and water and plants and soil playing out some quiet interplay with each other whilst the translator moved softly amongst them trying to pass on what his spirit heard them saying?
Questions of aesthetics and exposure did, to a large extent, vanish; I worked methodically and quietly making the most of the moment. I became lost in that railway cutting that nobody remembers - a short transition between rolling farmland, lochs and the soon-to-come upland hills.
It was pure pleasure.

I hope you all have the chance to become absorbed like this (maybe you have been already!) because it is like nothing else.

TTFN and remember, when the muse comes knocking, drop everything and go - they might not come around again for a while.












Tuesday, January 02, 2018

Sequence In Dream Minor Part One

Hah - only a handful of days into 2018 and he's pestering you for your attention again!
What the hell is going on?
Erm, time off, that's what, and time off can only mean one thing; some concentration on picture-making and jolly lovely it was too.
As to how I got there, read on, dear reader - it isn't too long this time.

Well, there I was with time on my hands, a camera with a slow film, a rainy late afternoon in September and an urge to make some photographs . . . so what did I do, yep, you guessed it, I took some photos.
There was no intention of doing anything with them other than maybe having one or two I liked and could print, but the weird thing is that apart from Print Number One below, the other five were on the same negative strip - look:


Negatives!



I was a bit surprised by this, and actually, looking at the strips there are a bunch of others that can be printed too . . . but alas, misfortune struck . . more of that later though.

Like I said at the start, we were on holiday, but the wettest holiday you can ever imagine - 7 nights, maybe a total of one and a half to two clearish days and the rest of the time rain, ranging from drizzle (proper Scottish drizzle, which you don't get anywhere else; it looks innocent enough, but more than 5 mins and you can be utterly soaked - it is pernicious and relentless and very, very wet). So our days went from that to full-on torrential and all points inbetween.
Anyway, I had to take photographs no matter what, but chickened out a bit at getting the Hasselblad out in such conditions, so I found myself using my Nikons. I'd taken the F3 and the F in the belief that the F3 would be the better camera because of the meter in it. It sort of was fine for one film, but then battery problems led to it operating unreliably, so I thought Feck It and got the old F out instead.

As I have said before unless you have held a Nikon F you haven't really lived photographically. It isn't perfect, but you know what, it nearly is
I've found myself preferring it to the M2 recently, simply because it is heavy and can be held reasonably steady, and, unlike a lot of SLRs, the mirror is actually wonderfully smooth and un-jerky. Mine has the old Nikon AR-1 soft release fitted which is a great thing.
The Serial number of my F is 7152839 which puts it into this production range:
15xxxx AUG 1970 to OCT 1970
Now bear in mind the serial number range beginning 716xxxx started in October 1970 and finished November 1970, mine was made just before sales exploded. 
10,000 mechanical cameras a month!
Imagine that.
I married the camera with the Nikkor-N 24mm f2.8 (serial number 342054). This puts it in the serial range of 1971-1972. Given that the last of the single coated 24's was 353252, then mine is a late model. After this they all went to f22 AND multi-coated, which I am surmising would have benefitted contrast, but maybe at the expanse of other things.
  • So, it's a decent marriage, nearly timeous in fact!
I rather liked that synergy and have concluded that of all the Nikkors I have, this 24mm is my absolute favourite.

So, there I was, in the rain, underneath a railway bridge, feeling rather mellow just listening to the rain falling on the loch and the bigger drips coming off the bridge and I fell, somehow, into The Zone.

The What?

The Zone - you know, that place where picture making is as natural as breathing, you're looking and adjusting and balancing and not thinking, just judging composition through the viewfinder, rejecting certain points of view, accepting others, it's almost like a soft possession. Well in recalling it, that's what it feels like to me - you have no conception of time nor are you bothered by the thought of it. The inclement (or clement) weather falls away and all your energies are devoted to providing a portal where three dimensions are taken and by your skills, transformed into two meaningful dimensions.
It's magic when you think about it and quite unlike anything, except maybe writing good prose where you key with your subject matter, or improvising on an instrument where you key with your inner feelings or other musicians. A beautiful and actually rather profound feeling no matter the discipline.

Oh, and I'd taken a meter reading off the back of my hand before heading out and sort of winged the exposure which was pretty much 1/2 second at f8 and it sort of worked.

Before I fell though, I was so pleased with my situation in that place and at that time and the feeling of intense peace which seemed to ooze out of the loch, the willows, the mud and shale, the bridge and the damp air, that I decided to make some videos too!
So grab the popcorn (Super-Mega-Massive Bucket [256kg of toffee popcorn, £265.79]) and 15 litres of full-fat Coke and try not to rustle too much.






                        



Back home, the films were developed for my usual times in Pyrocat HD - this is a lot longer than most recommended times, and I find that no matter the film or EI, incredibly you can settle on a generic development time, so 21°C, 22 minutes (Agitate for 30 secs then twice [gently] per minute up to 17 mins, then leave to stand). It works. Dilution is 1+1+100ml, so for a small Paterson tank, 3+3+300ml. Peasy Pie.

Next up was the darkroom and being of unsound mind and body, I decided to try something different. I have never printed on 5x7 paper before EVER, but having picked up a box of 100 sheets of Tetenal TT Vario, for about £17 I thought I'd give it a shot. 
It's a RC VC paper, but you know what, it's a damn shame it is no longer made, because it is beautiful, giving a really pleasing slightly warm tone.
Developer was Kodak Polymax (liquid Dektol), stop was Kodak and fix was Ilford.

I made my initial test on Grade 3, because I had no idea how long the paper had been hanging around, and established a ballpark time with this.


Test Print
Grade 3 (40M), f11on a f2.8 50mm El-Nikkor.
Increments of 4 seconds for a total of 32sec.


I was heartened by the quality of the paper, so determined that I should go Grade 2 (no filter) and a base exposure of 8 secs at f11. 
And that was about it - there was a small amount of burning in some of the prints, but only lightly. Some of them (like Print Number Four) are just the base exposure. There was definitely no split grade faffery (how the hell anyone can be bothered . . drone drone drone).

As I was printing them, the dream-like quality struck me and I found myself thinking of the title of this Blog, and so it stuck. 

I was powering through printing them and having a great time, when, disaster struck.
Remember me moaning about Chinese bulbs here?
Well, the Sylvanias I got also proved to be made in the PRC and in reality aren't much better than the Sound FX ones, so, what happened? Yep, bulb cracked, but it took out the bulb holder too!
I was bloody FIZZING.
I'll reiterate again, on enlarger bulbs, only buy Philips or GE - made in Japan/Europe and the USA respectively. Everything else is Chinese unless you can find some good old NOS ones from Thorn and the likes which have proper provenance. 
Buy cheap, buy thrice.

The crack stymied me, so the first 'print' in the sequence is actually a scan, but all the rest are 'as is'.

Eaten enough cheese yet? 
No? 
What are you waiting for? Get that 3lb block of Cheddar and get dreaming . . . .

Sequence In Dream Minor


Print Number One


Print Number Two


Print Number Three


Print Number Four


Print Number Five


Print Number Six



And that's it.
Eagle-eyed readers will comment on the light patch on the right of Print Five - I know - twas just pre-disaster!
OK it is a bit pretentious, but if some of the stuff that passes for art these days passes for art, then why can't I do the same?
I'll have a Part Two as and when the enlarger is up and running again - new bulb holder ordered (German-made too). I'll include the part number in the next post, as the fit in a 504 head is tight to say the least.

Oh and this has made me determined to print these on fibre paper, which I am looking forward to immensely.

TTFN and remember when the chips are down, the dogs will feast.
Oh and Happy New Year!